Leave Me Alone-Not For Contest Judgement

I'm plagued by memories I'd rather forget, and with shadows that linger, I'm often beset. They hover around me, leaving me daunted in my waking hours and in dreams ill-haunted. I've shouted, "Leave me alone!" They smirk and lie await. In defiance, they loom and lurk, stabbing far too deep inside my injured heart. My voice raised in rage, but they do not depart. Thoughts of yesterday cause sorrow and pain, tripping me until I stumble and fall in disdain. Despondent, I continue to pay a hefty cost with each echo as a memory of what I've lost. "Leave me alone!" My protests are always denied A crossroad where memories and sanity collide. They've begun taking an afflictive maudlin toll, obscuring my vision, and wounding my soul. Respite from my memories will never be a gift. They surround me each day, casting me adrift, tossed upon an angry sea, where they dwell. I'm drowning in their whirlpool, headed for hell. If death is the only solution to rid me of my past I will sail on the stormy sea, tethered to the mast. No longer vexed by my recollections, unrepressed. I choose mortality over being endlessly oppressed.
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Patnaik  Avatar
November 9, 2021 at 9:05 AM
Hi dear. This poem is very very heart touching and emotional .Often we think of getting rid of problems in life .Certain old memories can’t be erased from mind .keep it up. Thnks
Logan Avatar
November 9, 2021 at 9:07 AM
Thank you for reading my lines and leaving your comments.
Buhagiar Avatar
November 9, 2021 at 2:07 AM
I hope you're not headed to hell.
Logan Avatar
November 9, 2021 at 5:30 AM
Now there's a morbid thought.
Mcintosh Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 1:28 PM
Wonderful write, Jenna... God bless you. Love, Gina
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 2:03 PM
Thanks, Gina.
Kavanagh  Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 11:15 AM
Persistence of haunting memories Jenna, I think all or most of us can relate, but your persistently good poems, very few if any of us can achieve, A powerful emotive soul baring write, last stanza is classical poetry at its best, cheers David
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 2:03 PM
I'm grateful for your remarks, David. Thanks so very much.
Gondolf Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 9:16 AM
"A crossroad where memories and sanity collide." What a powerful line, Jenna. This piece is filled with so much deep emotion, we have all had days like this, I can certainly relate. Nicely penned my friend, I am saving this to my favorites. John
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 9:25 AM
Thank you, John, for the kindness of your fine comments and the fave. You're appreciated.
Hankins Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:29 AM
Incredibly fine writing, Jenna. Exceptional!
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:35 AM
Thanks so much for your ever present encouragement, Milt.
Seeker Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:18 AM
Great write, Jenna! I perceive you are planning something even better for the contest!
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:34 AM
No, Seeker. I'm not entering this contest. Thanks for the uplifting comments.
Cunningham Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:04 AM
Unpleasant memories from the past have a nasty habit of rearing their ugly heads from time to time and only with time do they fade. Powerful verse Jenna, hope you had a lovely weekend. Tom
Logan Avatar
November 8, 2021 at 8:34 AM
My weekend was wonderful, Tom. I had a 2 day getaway with friends. Hope yours was equally pleasant. Thanks for the kind thoughts on this poem and my weekend.
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