Late Night Meanderings

I know that it's not me But the truth hurts inside I often think that if I saw you I could see it in your eyes I'm still having such a hard time Wrapping my mind around this loss One way feelings don't mean a damn thing This hurting pain becomes the cost I avoid you, yet it's so tough I'd love to hear you everyday A voice that brings so much happiness And puts a smile upon my face You may claim that it's not you But I know that it's not me These feelings held upon my inside Become a prison you can't see Yesterday means little: without today Today means nothing without tomorrow I try so hard to show my love, but my mind's not strong enough Cause it's been denied by all my sorrow So as I'm lying on my pillow Life's last few breaths upon my hands Please know my feelings are but memories And it was you, like it's always been There's no today without tomorrow........