Last Supper Prayer

Flashback heart attack when shall I be given slack Only one opinion counts but it's not my choice to take it back Regret me for i am not what you hear I smile outside to hide the fear Someday soon will I regain what it's like to feel the same Anyone take take life from you but once in a while given a voice that's true Killing me slowly while I am awake not much longer shall I fake Everything I keep inside when I'm gone please know I've tried Now I sit just starring off drowning in tear filled trough from all the suffering from all I cried