Last Look

It's All Come to This Fought years to keep your heart, Rightfully mine from the start, Ignored everything else, Felt so stupid and stressed, Learned you'd later squash this heart in my chest The last time, We looked in each others eyes Savaged my insides It's all come to this... Our final words with no kiss No hugs and no sign of remorse, It's obvious things have taken their course, Your way or highway You don’t give a *****what I do, Wasted many hours trying to talk to you, It's like trying to knock down a brick wall, Your love was never intended for the long haul Foolish thinking your abusive days were over, Guess that's impossible, Your an ******* undercover, One certainty, you wont change, Future with no “you” No 7 Steps system, No healing time frame Too mad to talk I left you there, Guardian Angel made my choice very clear All my efforts washed to the sky, Wars over, I need to say goodbye Tears run down my face and I feel rage, Like fine wine, my happiness will grow with age. By Sharon Van Buskirk