Last Farewell

I've failed, I've ruined it, I've blown it apart, And with my terrible actions, I've broken your heart. You had enough of this, so you left me alone, And it hurts so much knowing that you are gone. Oh, why did I become such a terrible friend? As much as I help, I make it worse in the end. Yes, I sure do feel guilty. But I must suffer more, Up until I finally leave to find the Hell's door. I don't know if you'll ever forgive me. Probably not. After all, I am a careless, selfish and unlovable rot. Still, I want to say sorry for all that I did, And the last farewell to you I now bid.