KNOWING MY CROSS

My first connection
Arrived in her despair
Comforting another
She asked, "Who's there?"

From that instant
Of LOVE revealed
Life has been graves
Where identity was concealed

I thought you were him
I blamed you for his lack of care
He couldn't endure truth
So I left him, there

That space between shattered and hope

Like a breath of wisteria
Honeysuckle delight
You touched the part
That had no more fight

Cooking with Mama LOVE
Feeding hungry souls
I entered my sorrow
Identifying abandoned holes

Walking with Daddy LOVE
My words resurrected
His heart opened wide
Attention, graciously injected

Space between connection and desire

Every relationship tested
Every strand between hearts
Stretched, broken, bent
Waiting for community to start

Where? A definition
Cultures, whitewashed tombs
Fighting for resources
Threatening eternal doom

Worn out from grief
I never asked to bear
But your presence
Uninvited, standing right there

Flush with my cross

Written by Trudy Schrader on 01-04-2025
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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