Killing Time

It seems time has not been on our side Circumstances have kept us apart Our stars thus far, have not aligned Though mutual feelings still exist in our hearts Your life is there and mine is here Still, our connection continues to hold space A buffer of miles exist between Perhaps protecting that cherished, sacred place At present, you have eyes for another You are single, free to do as you please But I wonder, if it's just 'in the meantime' Since I'm tied down and she's fully free Whatever the reason, it's bewildering Keeping your honest desires aloof Trying to discern the love that you really want Even if that means evading the truth What's meant to be cannot be prevented Nor feelings denied of what's hidden down deep Obscured emotions only make the stakes higher Which heart to let go, and which one to keep The phrase 'One day at a time' is your motto But, I question if we're just killing time With the hopes we'll end up together And our lucky love stars will forever shine July 13, 2021