Kilig

My heart is reaching for you While my mind is putting up its roadblock It may startle me, or it may not If on my soul you did knock Scared you are really mine Just feels silly that I would deserve Hard to wrap my head around How you wrap around my every nerve It's scary how one could feel your presence Days before you even show I see a stranger im in love with While your eyes say… all about me you already know While I feel a longing for your touch I am confused, I am terrified What if you end up being just a live dream And to my own existence I have lied Doesn't seem real, you being here Yet I know it's this way or nothing I want it this strong or to just remain alone Yet now I can feel our lives already blending Did God cheat you out of how wonderful you could be By placing you to be in love with a kalopsia like me? I feel so cheap, then I feel so ataraxia about myself It would be mild to say whats between us is a kilig But for you I’ll stay…its so simple…i see no other way.