Keep Letting You In

I’ve tried letting us fall
But it never succeeds
I always walk away
But never do I leave

Always push you away
But you always return
Have the match in hand
But still wont let it burn

You open the door
Every time that I close it
So why haven’t I
Lock the door shut and then bolt it

I can honestly say it tears me up
And leaves me stuck like I’m chokin 
Stuck at this door 
That I constantly open

I have all the right words
Still I can’t speak
Don’t ever want to let you back in
But for you I am weak

You take a toll on me strongly
One that I can’t break
Its like I lose myself
Fall asleep and then wake

But wish I could stay asleep
So I wouldn’t have to deal with the pain
See my sorrow runs deep
And flows into an empty drain

It’s all just a map
I wish I had a route to
But one-day ill have the courage 
To carry on without you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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June 1, 2013 at 8:51 PM
Trey, congratulations on having your poem Featured this past week. It was nice reading your poem tonight. Goodnight~ Linda
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