Justification

My daydreaming Is not my imagining I am yearning For it to be living Will you be acknowledging? The Truth, you owing Or will you be denying Taking it to be a monstrosity I may seem to be a freak Yet I am weak My action can be justified For I was mystified How could you love me with so much fervor? And hurt me with so much ardor? You showed your love behind closed walls It was known only by my calls Yet, You are the Cause of Everything Without You, there is Nothing What is the use of Living Without your Dawning? I miss your Adoration And I do feel trepidation Of the anticipation Of the outcome Will my Love emerge Winsome? Written in 2011