Just Wondering

It's cold and I can't stand the rain.

This pain is driving me insane.

It's hard to maintain as I watch my soul drift away.

Sometimes I wonder if god will is to make me pay.

Pay for all the crimes that i have committed.

Or pay for all the heart that I have broken.

Can anybody show me the way.

I guess this pain is here to stay.

Don't make sense to repent because,

In the end I'm going to burn anyway.

Can't dream anymore because Ican never get away.

Because now I'm one with the pain.

That's why I walk through the valley of darkness with n o shame.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Mason Avatar
August 15, 2009 at 12:27 PM
Interesting write here Dion. I'm so glad I've already been to hell so I don't have to worry about burning and heaven is right inside our hearts ... smile ... We are so fortunate to have PoetrySoup to just let all the pain/rage/hope/love keep on writing ... smile
Al-Riyami Avatar
June 10, 2009 at 10:39 AM
I Love your poetry.Real Ghet-t-to :)
Loveless Avatar
June 9, 2009 at 9:33 AM
Beautiful As Always. Your Words Seep Into My Heart Boi. Hope God Aint Punishin You. Would You Be Able To Express As Freely As You Do If He Was?? Your Art In Its Purest Form. Find Your Way Right.
Eckiwaudah Avatar
June 7, 2009 at 11:28 AM
beautiful.
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