Just Something Normal Right?

I've Been at this all night, Pondering on if I said, Everything right, But You look at me Finally Today, With the same old Look On your face, It's nothing New, Something Rude, I bow my head low in shame, Once again I'll just shrug off the pain, Wrothless, Is what it feels like, Trying to find my comfort zone, The dreams that used to be peaceful, Never come true, It's not easy Trying to Make you feel, The Same Way I do!!, It's Okay, I'll be Fine, til 10 seconds goes by, Every person you choose, Is better than me, Im never Eqaul or in between, I've been at this all night, I've been down, I've brought myself back up, I felt like Jumping off something, Cause Maybe Then You'll Notice me, Maybe then you will see, When I'm done and Gone, What it felt like to Hurt Like me.