JUST A SILLY CRUSH

Every time I sat down to write you a poem Don't know why but my lines couldn't catch its rhythm, All these years I have been sharing my feelings through my words, But when it comes to you I don't know why my vocab couldn't find the letter you deserve, After a long thinking I finally found some, Just read it cause talking to you kind of makes my heart feels numb, Whenever I put a story one or two Sometimes just sometimes it's directed to you, I tried really hard to ignore you whenever you were around Cause little did you know it's your eyes that made me want to drown, Minutes after minutes my eyes searched the room for you Deep down wishing you see me too, I don't think you remember sending hearts to  my poem one day, But that simple gesture is something I still can't forget anyway, I wanted to confess but a  part of me believed you didn't think of me more than a classmate Call me hopeful but I still think meeting you was somewhere written in our fate, All I wished a little time with you or a few talks more To say a couple of words I couldn't say before, But now it feels the words are better off left unsaid, Cause we both have a separate beautiful journey ahead,