Just a Porcelain Doll

Time moves by but I'm standing still Caught in the emotion My heart and my mind are waging war Being stuck at the bottom of the ocean Do I try to survive or do I let myself die My heart belongs to you But you're ripping it apart With every word you say of her With every breath you take it's like knowing I'm just a mistake I'm holding on the ship that sunk Cause I don't want to love if you don't love me I gave every inch of me to you My mind tells me I should move on I can't find the power to My heart still has your name carved into it It won't ever be healed by a first aid kit I've become a porcelein doll My perfectly happy appearance is fake There's nothing left on the inside Hit me too hard and I'll break Just the plaything of the people Just like a tool, played like a fool My heart belongs to you But you're ripping it apart With every word you say of her With every breath you take it's like knowing I'm just a mistake I'm holding on the ship that sunk Cause I don't want to love if you don't love me Just a porcelain doll Only used for a short amount of time You'll get bored of me and get a Barbie I wish you could just be mine Guess I agree with the slogan of Ed Hardy Let me go and I'll fall Used like a tool, played like a fool Love kills slowly My heart belongs to you But you're ripping it apart With every word you say of her With every breath you take it's like knowing I'm just a mistake I'm holding on the ship that sunk Cause I don't want to love if you don't love me Time moves by but I'm standing still Caught in the emotion My heart and my mind are waging war Being stuck at the bottom of the ocean Do I try to survive or do I let myself die