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Jobless In America

After I lost my job 
I sat 
In my apartment 
For days
With the windows closed 
Staring at the walls 
Pretending 
I had someplace to go. 
  
I was always told 
You’re lucky 
To have a job 
But looking back 
On yesterday 
It was always 
Just another day of 
Showing more initiative 
Being more ambitious 
Trying harder. 
  
It began
When a stranger sat at my desk 
Wanted to know what my job was 
Rumors flew around our village of cubicles 
Layoffs were imminent 
Older employees shook their heads in fear 
And we began looking for jobs.

Called to a group meeting 
A heavy set man
Stood in the middle of the space
Like a circus ringleader
Announcing  
That it was our last day. 
We were crushed
The improbable had happened
Our jobs had just vanished 
Into thin air.

Leaving the office
Familiar people and places
Looked strange and cold
Crowds, hurrying to be somewhere, passed me by
And I never felt so alone.
   
The other day 
I ran into someone 
Who sat not far from me 
We never spoke that much 
She asked me how I was 
And we talked 
Both out of work   
Connecting for the first time. 
  
After we parted
I caught the reflection 
Of a stranger 
In the window of an empty store 
It was not my face,
Drawn and haggard,
But the eyes
That caught my attention
Hesitant and grey
They still held hope.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009




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Date: 6/19/2012 10:42:00 AM
Yes jobless! Dang I can totally relate to this poem! very good...I like this!
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Date: 6/19/2012 8:09:00 AM
Congratulations on your featured poem this week Edmund. Love, Carol
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Date: 5/7/2009 8:04:00 AM
Keep writing, Edmund, you're damn good at it! I'm 80 in July...The only thing keeps me going is writing and painting. Give me time, I'll get to the bottom of your list. Love, daver
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Date: 3/2/2009 1:34:00 PM
Edmund, this is such a heart-wrenching, timely write. I'm so glad your eyes "still held hope." A lot of folks I know are considering career changes now. Others are planting gardens, learning to hunt and fish. Chin up! Love, Carolyn
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Date: 2/26/2009 11:54:00 AM
It is a hard time when a job is lost. We go through a period of mourning for what was lost. But hopefully you find a new job and see a reflection of someone smiling in the window pane. So many jobs lost with this recession. I pray it will be over soon. God Bless Phyl
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