Jesus' Precious Hand

Most of the time I stumbled I was lost and in a daze,
Walking around complaining, nothing made me happy, me and my childish ways.
Bitterness and anger had taken control of me,
I doubt I even knew there was a way to be set free.

I didn’t really enjoy the thing I had become,
I guess that explains the drinking it made my feelings numb.
If I could hurt someone’s feelings I guess that made my day,
And I got pretty darn good at it is what I’m trying to say.

It was amazing how that booze would make my backbone grow,
And turn right around and hurt the ones that truly loved me so.
What is now quite amazing is I had the audacity to think I was totally right,
And how I would get angry when I couldn’t start a fight.

Down deep inside of me hidden for so long,
Something started chewing, just a feeling I was living life all wrong.
This feeling was prayers that were being answered from above,
The hand of God had touched my life and filled my heart with love.

I’m still a work in progress, but I now know the way to go,
And each day I try to get a little closer to Heaven don’t you know?
And if for some reason I don’t make it, I wont be bitter, but I will understand,
I should’ve held on tighter to Jesus’ precious hand.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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April 21, 2009 at 1:34 PM
Thank God for giving us second chances, and His ability to make a difference in our lives. Blessings to you for sharing this inspirational message with us. I think you'll make it!! Keep the faith! Thank you for your kind words on my poem. Have a wonderful day. Karen
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April 21, 2009 at 12:39 PM
thnaks ron for your kind comments on my poem prayer, I used to be shy too especialy in small group I was always told to shut up as a kid so thats mainly why I always prayed quiety in my head when i found God but when god showed me what my voice was really for now i go for it with confidence i dont fear any one saying be quiet or shut up, all our prayers get heard, it's god to listen to him to as well, I too will hold on tighter to his hand now, God bless you from diane
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April 21, 2009 at 4:08 AM
Sometimes it feels like I take one step forward and two back, they are steps though and I know where I'm headed and by God's grace I'll get there. Nicely done my friend
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April 21, 2009 at 4:00 AM
I am a working progress too, as joyce meyer says I am not where I ought to be but I thank God that I'm not where I used to be, so we Ok and we on our way, he will change us when he returns we wll be just as he planned us to be, I was like a wild flower through heartache and dispaire but not now, you will make it Ron he will lift us up on wings like eagles, God bless you my dear friend. read Psalms 103 8-18 if you get chance, God bless you from diane
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April 21, 2009 at 3:50 AM
aww an amazing poem Ron, I am sure you will make it, we have freedom through his blood, once we turn to him he rubs out the past a blank sheet, for a moment if you look behind you other than the furniture and maybe the wals there is nothing there thats How Jesus sees us too if we look over our shoulder we see nothing he looks at your wonderful heart my friend hold on to those promises satan tries anything to destry our faith mainly what we did but we have a new start through Jesus, God bless you
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April 20, 2009 at 7:15 PM
This is amazing! God bless -darkpoet
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