Jesus

I know you 
You started as a name

spoken  

with reverence 

but never in temple

I felt nothing

sometimes I felt irritated

I didn't know You

Then one day I became interested

explored you in books

but did not believe You to be part of God

A man only

A very good man only 

then years later

me a Jewish woman 

in the depths of despair  

having lost everything that mattered

feeling the weight of guilt and regret 

Met You 

no more were You a man only

or a religious figure for others  

a being I once rolled my eyes about upon hearing You praised

You were in all Your glory;

your fiery  white

your gentle hello

your chiseled shimmery profile

close enough

to touch

A part of God or God's physical being or his son

My background

so much of me in it

leaves me unable to define you 

but I know You now

and can never again deny You

Jesus; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2013
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Modiba  Avatar
March 6, 2016 at 12:10 PM
That's the healing words I believe.. Also know Him through actions I discover each day I wake up
Walker Avatar
March 6, 2016 at 12:21 PM
Yes.
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January 8, 2016 at 1:50 PM
Knowing Jesus is wonderful Susan! Thank you for this poem. From Jean
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