Jealous of the Sun

In the dry, dusty streets of Southern California
Butts littered about 
I tugged on the end of my Don Benigno cigar
sucking the smoke into me

I sat on the curb
On the side of a ty motel
In a ty part of town
With my ty friend
twittering endlessly in my ear

My body is tired 
and my mind wanders

10 More days
I think

The sun starts to put itself to bed and
I grow jealous
My arms are weak and 
speckled with the days work

The phones buzzes and
I imagine the smooth circles of her hands
going to work 

Her voice is solemn
An anxiety grabs my tired heart 

And takes hold

I smash the cigar
Jealous of the sun 
And scared, scared of what I’ve already done
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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November 30, 2018 at 10:18 PM
This is really powerful! I can feel the tightening of my stomach as you ready yourself to receive some news!
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