Jason If Your Listening

I miss you 
But I can’t let anyone know
God dam it I hate you
Because that’s what is expected of me
wow I love you
I didn’t know I could feel this way
I’m so close to following you
I know that’s what you knew I would do
I can’t believe I m saying this
I need you
I don’t think I can go on
Without you
That’s right I’m packing
A fresh round in my pistol
Almost ready for my trip 
Transportation in my hand
No need for tickets
I got a first class seat 
For the price of the pain and hurt
Ill cause to those around me 
I’m sorry
I write on a single sheet of paper
I took out of my sisters’ book
She’ll notice soon enough
I seal it with a kiss 
Wanting every one to know
Just how much I really do love them
Tears streaming down my face
And for a brief moment I hesitate
What if the first shot doesn’t kill me?
 it I tell myself
 
Then I’m gone…
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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November 30, 2009 at 12:57 PM
this is a nice dedication.
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November 26, 2009 at 3:50 PM
I posted a new poem.It's called Life is to Short.Tell me what you think.It's a positive.
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November 24, 2009 at 2:32 PM
you have soup mail.Nicely written poem
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