Jason If Your Listening

I miss you But I can’t let anyone know God dam it I hate you Because that’s what is expected of me wow I love you I didn’t know I could feel this way I’m so close to following you I know that’s what you knew I would do I can’t believe I m saying this I need you I don’t think I can go on Without you That’s right I’m packing A fresh round in my pistol Almost ready for my trip Transportation in my hand No need for tickets I got a first class seat For the price of the pain and hurt Ill cause to those around me I’m sorry I write on a single sheet of paper I took out of my sisters’ book She’ll notice soon enough I seal it with a kiss Wanting every one to know Just how much I really do love them Tears streaming down my face And for a brief moment I hesitate What if the first shot doesn’t kill me? it I tell myself Then I’m gone…