Jaded

I sit here in the broke light, watching shadows on the wall. Wonder what would be like, If we had made a different call. We could've been anything, but we chose the hardest way. I dream of who I use to be, In the light of a different day. The ultimate self control. I controlled it all away. All I was was someone else, Now I'm broken and astray. These shadow they follow me, they make it so hard to live. To survive is such a challange, when you give all you can give.