I'Ve Lost My Way

I always give in, to this useless beating. I feel alive every now and then, but pain is still defeating. All I say is goodbye, again my heart you keep. Still I cry, even when i sleep. I remember those days, when everything was real. In my head that memory stays, helping my mind heal. Locked in this tormenting hell, you sent me to this place. For me it is hell, and yet you spit in my face. You said it wasnt my fault, I wasnt complaining. Again we fought, causing my blood to be staining. I've lost my way, would you help me find? I can no longer stay, do you leave our love behind? Take your breath, and say goodbye. I feel death, so you begin to cry. Why try to save, what is already lost? You came crying at my grave, was this love's cost? Just another regret, in this game we play. Another Romeo and Juliet, amazing we are the same way. This isnt what I imagined, what i thought I knew it was the end, the second we fought. I no longer see my best friend, for I'm not what she sought. I've lost my way, So I'm dying. I've lost my way, So I'm defying. I've found my way, but now I'm crying