Iv Always Wanted

Iv always wanted my life to be like those Love stories.. The ones with mysteries and secrets and forbidden love. I read those books to be in a different place than i am in.. Kind of like leaving reality. I put myself in the persons place.. like 'i am' that person. I want to have that life.. with secrets you have to find out. Just an exciting life..... I escape my life when i read those books.. i want to live through that... ( please comment if you have any say or if you understand... cuz i feel like im the only one who thinks this.... thank you for reading :) )