It's Now Or Never

My life hangs in the balance, I am living day by day,I often think of ending it cause I feel it's the only way. I've taken pills a couple times but not enough to die,then I sit and think I should, and all I do is cry. I know I need to get some help but always get scared and run,but if I don't do something soon,I know my life is done. The time has come to face my fears,I know it will bring many tears. With the Lord beside me all the way,maybe tomorrow will be a better day. If I can't find the courage inside of me,I will take enough pills to set me free. Colleen Marie Bono