its not starting over if it never ended

if tomorrow happens to be what ive waited so long for, then my eyes might start to pour. ill say yes, although you already knew. i never lost you, only tried. but not even once did my heart say goodbye. ive tried letting go, tried to forget. but something about you, your love, my soul could not reset. i still remember my cue, to be held so safely. held in your arms where i feel whole, to rest my head, and calm my soul. youll open your arms, inviting me in, your love charms. ill always run to you, wrapping my arms around your neck, tip toe-ing just to reach too. you hold me so sweetly, so safe, so secure. i refused every hug completely, only desiring your safety. when i lost you. but i never truly lost you, did i? you never truly left. if you ask me the question ive been hoping for ill say yes. because its not starting over if it never truly ended. and maybe thats what love means. to find the way back to the same person and knowing it never ended because the relationship that wasnt ready to be over. it just needed some work.