It's Hard Not To Miss You

It's so hard not to miss you It's not because there is a little less of me without you Rather because with every beat of every second, You resonated me I never had to be frightful I could have easily told you all things Like how our neighbor died just yesterday And how it made me sad How I wondered how it will be like for the wife I was never frightful of your reprimand There are lot of times I try to imagine what you would say I imagine your thoughts I imagine the look on your face at some realizations It's the thing that makes it hard not to miss you And you would have answered me already by now You were always ahead of my feelings I never had to wait for you You did be there waiting And I didn't have to fret about doing too much Because you were doing it with me There was never really doubt in my mind Guess I was a little too excited Couldn't see it till I lost you That there was no feelings for me I did something I told myself never to do I overstated my value in your life Even though I didn't exetempt myself from the universe you wanted to massacre I guess I was a little too conceited Because we worked so well According to me, I guess You will remain my very best Makes me kind of doubtful of everything else Because if you and me  could fall What exactly is it, that is supposed to stand Maybe I never really saw you at all