It's All My Fault
It's all my fault, you see,
I'm the one who did this to me
I say "I love you" when I don't
Promise to do things when I know I won't
Everything I love, I throw away
And then as I wander astray
I never even stop to
Find my way back to you.
My life's falling apart in front of me
And I lower down to a knee
To make things like they were before
But, then, comes a feeling I can't ignore
The kind of feeling I've learned to dread
The feeling of darkness filling my head.
Am I stupid or just insane,
Starting to break from all the pain?
Often I lay awake at night
Wondering if my life will ever be as bright
As it was that with that wondrous kiss
That promised me eternal bliss.
There's so many people, but yet I still feel alone
So many friends, yet I'm still on my own.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do
As I look up to a sky that's no longer blue.
Will someone, please end this insanity
So I don't lose all my humanity
Or will someone just kill me
And put me out of my misery.
Because all I seem to do is cry
And all I really want to do is die.
Copyright © Justin Wilson | Year Posted 2006
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