It's All My Fault

It's all my fault, you see, I'm the one who did this to me I say "I love you" when I don't Promise to do things when I know I won't Everything I love, I throw away And then as I wander astray I never even stop to Find my way back to you. My life's falling apart in front of me And I lower down to a knee To make things like they were before But, then, comes a feeling I can't ignore The kind of feeling I've learned to dread The feeling of darkness filling my head. Am I stupid or just insane, Starting to break from all the pain? Often I lay awake at night Wondering if my life will ever be as bright As it was that with that wondrous kiss That promised me eternal bliss. There's so many people, but yet I still feel alone So many friends, yet I'm still on my own. Sometimes I just don't know what to do As I look up to a sky that's no longer blue. Will someone, please end this insanity So I don't lose all my humanity Or will someone just kill me And put me out of my misery. Because all I seem to do is cry And all I really want to do is die.