It's All Me

You are different but your the same, In honesty I'm the one to blame, My love drives you all insane. I'm too soft, I'm too kind, For all you say makes me blind, I am different is all you'll find. I'm too open, I'm too closed, Sometimes I don't do what I'm supposed, I open my chest and leave it exposed. My heart is torn and won't be sewn, My life was born and will be blown, But I'll still live it like a stone. So gallant so hard, So absent so far. I'm thrown to hurt and hurt for thrill, So mentally weak but taught to fill, I'll put it to end with the pill. The pill is you, the kill is me, So strange my death is meant to be, And to our god I will flee.