It's All a Blur

It's all a blur, I can not think, What once was is now not, All was gone in a blink, There's only one slim thread of a thought, I tried my best to think it through, But I can't, I tried my best to think it out loud, Other's hear as I rant, O GOD help me remember, I shouted that aloud, I glimmer of though came through my mind, more then before, My thoughts ar becoming a bit more clear, The clouds in my mind have opened the door, I now remember a lot it's all becoming so near, It was all my fault, I can see that now, Through a drunking haze, I now see, My loud mouth and rowdy ways, is how, My mind did forget what really happened to me.