Iterative Heartbreaks

I woke up and you were there Every little hope was here It was a while, someone had been nice You said the words I wanted to hear Be there when I felt so weird Lonely could be saying goodbye. I had my doubts, didn’t tell it loud Told myself, try it out Didn’t expect it to turn this way And I was trying so hard To be in love, but you got it all wrong. And I was trying so hard Not to get hurt, but here’s my sad song. And I wish you didn’t pretend This life was just fine by myself Why knock my door, why mess me for more? Don’t you know of those scars? That are unhealed from the past? And the horrors I been through? So I crept in my shell Till you came along And asked me to peak out And go through it again. I had my doubts, didn’t tell it loud Told myself, try it out Didn’t expect it to turn this way And I was trying so hard To be in love, but you got it all wrong. I was trying so hard Not to get hurt, but here’s my sad song.