It Hurts

We live our lives as the sun goes up and down Most days they end with a frown It’s a shame the hand life deals at times Putting my head down knowing it’s the end Because I still can’t believe you did what you did And now I have lost a friend You deceived me at my own life and I was sure you were going to attend The path you took is more than words can describe But lately you have just had a negative vibe What changed you Who changed you Why must you be so untrue What is said and done can be forgiven But you’ve been behind the wheel for awhile now and the car is still being driven Let go of the damn wheel and step out the car Because your actions are just too bizarre If this continues I won’t even be able to say hi to you from afar So for now ill stare up in the sky and watch the evening star Damn it hurts how you lied It hurts how you betrayed me It hurts how you left me hanging It hurts how you talked crap Damn you on a roll and you just won’t quit I filled out all my papers all I got to do is press submit I stood up for you when you were standing alone Did you forget that I am the one who always gave you that loan Now you’re trying to be something your not and act grown It’s a shame because I have never thrown a single stone I can’t believe that this has happened I should have known Maybe its time to finally hang up this phone Life with you has been great but wasting minute’s means ill still have to pay I am sorry this is not an all you can eat all you can say buffet I let you get too comfortable in this thing called life Next thing I knew you had picked up a knife Looking at you knowing you weren’t the same Starting to turn my back on you Praying you would take a hint or get a clue And see what u were becoming was far from true You stabbed me in the back Then in the heart Laying their blood coming from my body not knowing what to do I start to count to three: one two… I black out, I am sorry I can’t do this I am through © Jeremy Fennell