Inside My Fatherland

Very funny how it is easy to be lonely in a city of millions Very Crazy how it all goes from bustling and noisy To killing the night in a cold-blooded silence The night becomes so silent The beat of my heart screams louder Than a pregnant woman in labour At a General Hospital with no electricity power supply A simple indication that once again I am back to the trenches of my loneliness Where thoughts of what tomorrow holds In a faulty system Hunts my mental health Rapes my subconscious And leaves my hope hopeless Praying crosses my mind But that will be me joining millions to pray amiss Maybe I just need a willing to cheat Miss To come fill my lonely night with sonorous moans of pleasure ! My pocket cannot sponsor my desire for pleasure Maybe I should end it all Once and for all ©ABSOL