Inside a Broken Soul

I have so many emotions In my head there’s so much commotion Keeping it all inside is my number one devotion Let it out? Don’t give me the notion I’m so distraught The ones I loved, I fought Didn’t want them around this twisted person I had become, I was helping I thought But still I yearn to say, “Forget me not” My thoughts have become exotic Hatred and anger so hypnotic I know I’m psychotic But I grow colder each day, more chaotic