Insanity

My life has been... Egotistically hypo-manic Systematic and tragic Insanity looms like a ghost in the attic Ive been in five point restraints Because of my mental state Ive been driven by fate And the need to create Somedays Im up, Im higher then high So high above the birds that fly in the sky Then I come crashing down, I cant help it but cry At least its real, Im not living a lie My state of mind is my state of affairs I talk my truth but and see nothing but stares I get to my knees and say nothing but prayers I ask for help but nobody cares