Insanely Happy

My hands shake, faster every minute
Bloody, but i'll never admit it
My hearts racing, faster than ever before
Regardless, I need something more
Something to shake my inner core
Make me feel, like opening the door

Let me out, you hear me, just listen
Let me out, its getting blurry, my vision 
Let me out, so i'll be free, of supervision 

Feeling less and less sober,
Smiling wider than the joker,
It's almost all over, just a little longer 
My body's giving up, I thought it was stronger

Left in my bed as my body quakes,
Looking down as my hand shakes,
Waiting until the day my body breaks.

The thought of this puts a smile on my face
Thinking of my head spilled all over the place 
It's all so exhilarating, the joy I'm filled with, 
It failed four times, there's always the fifth.
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