Insanely Happy

My hands shake, faster every minute Bloody, but i'll never admit it My hearts racing, faster than ever before Regardless, I need something more Something to shake my inner core Make me feel, like opening the door Let me out, you hear me, just listen Let me out, its getting blurry, my vision Let me out, so i'll be free, of supervision Feeling less and less sober, Smiling wider than the joker, It's almost all over, just a little longer My body's giving up, I thought it was stronger Left in my bed as my body quakes, Looking down as my hand shakes, Waiting until the day my body breaks. The thought of this puts a smile on my face Thinking of my head spilled all over the place It's all so exhilarating, the joy I'm filled with, It failed four times, there's always the fifth.