Inflamed Frozen Torture

When I think of how I lost myself I try to focus elsewhere Falling in the freezing flames My soul becomes scared As the blood drips from my eyes I know why I am crying It is because I am dying Feeling the blood drain from my veins My brain and heart begin to strain Feeling lightheaded, loosing sight I can still hear my screams of fright Wondering when this pain will end Watching my bones and feeling them bend Hearing cracks they begin to break All of this pain starts to ache Reaching the end I cannot wait One last chance to seal my fate Grabbing my blade, gripping it tight Cutting my throat, and then no more fight...