In This Summer

Spring has arrived. A lot of lilac blooms around. Birds sing in the morning, below, in the yard under our highest twelfth floor. But all my problems near me. Weather - is very changeable here, and my legs are worse with every change. My depression declares that she is my girlfriend and wants to be near me always. I do not know how I can be excluded from her. How to tell her that I do not like and I do not want her? How to banish her from me, so that she will not come back any more. Unfortunately, I cannot say, " we are fine! " like my American friends do. But I hope my good luck will arrive to me in this summer. "And I finish to make my little garden on our balcony, so highly above ground."