In This Moment

A hollow feeling is What sits within me, And what I wish I had of you, I cannot accurately tell All I know is that.. In this moment my fingers Are twitching to type out something Just for your soulful eyes to read And your mind to ogle on In this moment, The depths of my ears are itching To hear the decadent sound of your voice And the laughter that always echoes But of all the things I feel Is a overwhelming sadness A heavy heart and a sore head A painful soul and a crying mind Cause within this moment As I think of only you You don’t even remember me I look upon all that I have said and done And truly I wish I had done it better Because when you have something In the palm of your hand And you own it wholly Its worth in your own eyes declines But within the composition of your emotions The value grows larger still And you realize that in each moment lies dread In each moment lies hope That your memory of me Could be recovered And the sad spell, placed upon my head Thus taking away my power to feel Could be lifted, And I could feel every emotion as well as I feel this one As my chest swells, The feeling of complete abandonment Threatens to overwhelm my spirit And in this moment, I wish I still had you.