"in My Head"

INSIDE OF MY HEAD, THERE IS MUCH, TO MUCH, PAIN; DROPPING THE SORROW LIKE LARGE DROPS OF RAIN. YET ALL I CAN DO, IS TO TRY TO MAINTAIN, FORE SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED INSIDE OF MY BRAIN. I'VE NOW LOST MY BROTHER, MY FATHER, AND MORE. DEALING WITH THIS; SUCH AN UNSTABLE CHORE. MY BROTHER BY DEATH, MY FATHER TO PRISON, IT'S HARD FOR THE AVERAGE TO EVEN ENVISION. THERE'S SOMETHING SO WRONG, WITH THIS WORLD WHERE WE LIVE; NOW NO ONE CAN HELP ME, THEY'VE NO MORE TO GIVE. SO STILL I KEEP GOING, I STRIVE TO SURVIVE; 'CAUSE STILL I AM CONSCIOUS, AND TRULY ALIVE. AND I'LL ALWAYS KEEP GOING, 'TILL THE DAY THAT I'M DEAD; FOR THESE ARE JUST THOUGHTS IN MY OWN TROUBLED HEAD. SO NOW 'TILL THE NEXT TIME, I CHAT TO YOU ALL; I'll CONQUER MY TROUBLES, NO MATTER HOW SMALL, "INSIDE OF MY OWN TROUBLED HEAD" ~BIZZY~