In a State of Immense Boredom

A deep hunger rests over my soul as I look to the bridge I see a towering troll falling, falling, into this crack deep darkness, happiness I lack Longing for a breif scene of play wantingto lounge in that hay forever wanting whats out of reach rather be drinking bleach Oh, my heart, my soul my life, my role Gone! It slips away all the people shout horray They all want to destroy me break me down, I forget to be Existance transcends all time and space As if im competing in a race Forget and forgive, thats what they say fight and destroy, thats how they play Hypocrites, pessimests, no longer missed I run away, blindly, into the mist No, yes, indecision, its a jest forever with life being a test I can't take this mess I don't want to feel less But I must they make me Destroy the tree! they shout at thee No longer to be. GONE! Dissappear Into my head, I reappear Forever to stay locked in this way.....