Implosion

I'm screaming, I'm bleeding, I'm seeping out through these cracks along my skin. I'm breathing, I'm smiling, I'm letting myself fake sanity. You're my hero. Save me, I'm in distress. I can't be happy without your hand in mine. I can't forage clarity anymore; I need you to clear my mind. Please quiet my frantic, quaking heart- preferably before it tears me apart. I'm in pieces yet again; I'll be in pieces until you are by my side every night. Let me cry on your shoulder, let me fall apart. Please pull me back together so I may once more be the elysian person I was before.