Imperfect Love

The constant rise of waves in your heart, Your beauty is betrayal a state of an art. While I am drowning within the sea of lies, Left me solitary yet a fool in disguise. People told me the bitter truth of yours, I choose to fire at them with my uproar. I kissed you once and you left me twice, Like a broken string of an acoustic device. Rumours were there so was I, Promised not to leave your side till I die. But every single day you choose to ignore me, Yet there was love for you in a little part of me. Gone are the days of infinite affection, I am a nomad wandering without any direction. I think of leaving you every single day, I choose to be numb but lots of words to say. All I want is to go back to the past, With no more vision of our unhappening future to last. You are the pain that I wont give up, Let me be a whisper in your thoughts below and above. I loved you so much and lost myself, It was always my fault, isn’t it ???