Im Sorry For the Tears

Mom I just wanted to let you know that i am sorry for the 4 years that we were apart not knowing i broke your heart i went away i went astray on a path that led me away from the life you wished i would have lived. Only to return to your last two months of life its almost like you were waiting to see me again before you gave in and ended your life. I strive day in and day out to be the best mother i can be and to show and teach my children to reach there goals before i go So mom im here to say im sorry for the years we didnt see eachother and the tears you shed not knowing weather i would live or die before you were tosee me again