Im Sorry

God I am sorry I am done I can no longer run And I put the bullet in the gun So let me pull the trigger Mom I am sorry I cannot continue to fade Look at the scars I have made I can not release the blade So let me sketch, like a true artist Dad I am sorry This isn't my will But every little pill Reminds me I do not have to feel An I have a chance to escape Sister I am sorry I just could not cope And I lost all hope I know, I should've ignored the rope But I finally have my head held high Brother I am sorry I guess I did not find my call But when I stood high on the wall All I could think, was should I fall And if I do, will I fly Best friend I am so very sorry I hope you continue Not for me, but for you Because I know what you can do And unlike me the sky is no limitation, for what you can be