I'm sorry

I’m sorry I’m sorry for all of the heartbreak, I’m sorry for all of the tears, I’m sorry for all of the trouble we’ve caused you over the previous years. I have been trying my absolute hardest, to be the best mum that I can be, although I know that my kids are hard to handle most times, I don’t know if others can see. How hard it is to be a good parent and always doubting yourself, being compared to others, I’m trying my best as well. No, I am far from perfect, and I know I’m not home enough, but I am only working so much to provide all the necessary stuff. I wish I could be there more, and spend extra time with my kids, but with how expensive things are, I know this is how it is. I love all of my children and they know it too. I just wish it wasn’t this way ,or what else I can do.