I'm on my way

For so long, I didn't know Why I was collecting Metaphorical flowers and cards Then it clicked It was so when the day came That I broke through all your pain depression, loneliness Abandonment and shame Built by a scared, desperate kid Who kept stacking little security bricks To create a safe haven Where, the remaining innocent parts of her, could be hid I didn't realize for a long time I was learning new ways to live To one day bring you them as gifts To show you we know more now Then we ever thought we could as a kid So, I gathered and created useful tools That I can use to break you out I know it's long overdue So I understand, if there are parts In you that believed I, too, deserted you I didn't I'm coming I promise I will set you free It's a shame you had to live Behind a wall, created by me So sweet girl, listen up I am on my way This is an unfavorable statement I know we have heard hurt people say But it's me And I meant it when I said One day, I would come to Set you free I promised you I would come back I just needed to gain wisdom To break down whatever was built by me That no longer suits you now or elevates me It's going to take some time to forgive I don't blame you That's fine, you have your right I just need you to know You are safe You are not a mistake You deserve to be happy You don't need to Shelter home for anymore hate People are not perfect, sweet Young me I hope you know this today I am going to protect you finally and Set you free You don't need a wall We don't need to hide, and you will never again need to make yourself small in size You are as big and purposeful as air Bright and necessary as the sun that Gently hugs every part of your being Because you, sweet girl, are worth receiving You deserve to be loved Say it with me You deserve to be loved To know you are As beautiful as a panoramic view Of a broad ocean, open to receiving love You're worthy of freedom from your past Or any old way your survival instincts Forced you to act I just needed you to know I haven't forgotten about you I am just making myself strong enough To break through I'm coming, I love you.