I'M Not Ready

I've been falling for someone so many times! And that really makes me so upset! A week or two, or three , four! Relationship won't last... And that is not so fine I tried to keep relationships so private. Trying not to expose it... Trying not everyone knows it... Hiding everything like you're playing an old game... And that is not so fine! Coz everything that I do is wasteful for you! Coz everything that I do is useless for you! Guess love isn't my thing? And I'm not playing your game! And that is such a shame! I'm not ready! I've been dating for someone so many times... And that really makes me so upset A week or two, or three , four! Relationship won't last... And that is not so fine You said I'm childish stupid guy who works at school. No no time for love! No time for you! Trying not to expose it... Trying not everyone knows it... Hiding everything like you're playing an old game... And that is not so fine! Coz everything that I do is wasteful for you! Coz everything that I do is useless for you! Guess love isn't my thing? And I'm not playing your game! And that is such a shame! I'm not ready! Try to check this one out! Thanks! :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zoMrzABkEQM