I'M Lost

I’m sitting alone all by myself Dark clouds of depression All gather around They well up beside me And take over my mind The world that is out there Is lost in some time I called out in a void But there is no one to hear And the pain in my chest Is so loud and so clear Why can’t you hear me? I cry out in vain There is so much noise here I’m going insane And the hole where I’m found in Grows darker and darker And the clouds move in closer And rip out my heart But my mind is so calm And my being does not stir My life is a torment I really don’t care The clouds are so tight now I can hardly move And the thing that was me Succumbs to the mood And slowly so slowly My body is crushed All life form escaping In some silent hush I lay shattered and broken With no love left at all Just tears of depression And a mistrust of all.