I'M Losing It

I feel like I'm losing my mind I'm questioning how much can I take I know I'm living in hell and that ain't no real debate. Mistake after another I know that I came from the gutter but what’s more important poetry, music, or the relationship with my mother. more can I say I became a success in this game? be me not having a good woman is messing with my emotional brain I know I'm kinda hard to tame but look at the situation I'm in I was lost at age 12 when I lost my best friend. Now that I got ya attention open ya ears & listen forget my voice for a minute can you hear my lyrics whistling It took me a minute but now I finally see I was blessed with a gift and that ain't doing armed robberies. My lyrics is lethal so I got people out to get me so when I leave this world Satan is the only face that's gone miss me.