If You

If you loved me at my darkest, Then your one of a kind. If you been there at my brightest, Then you know why. Why I screamed at the top of my lungs, Why I cried every night. I'm not normal, I knew that from the beginning. I have my regrets, I have my two sides of sadness. That I hide like the clown with a fake smile, They told me nothing is easy. I already knew that since I was a little kid! They say do what you love. When I do I fail every time. Cause I don't see anyone helping me, And I for damn sure don't see anyone trying to. I'm not asking for you to do it for me, I'm asking for your help. For your time! So when I do fail. I can have someone to help me up, And say keep your head up. It's not over yet, I'm not a quicker. So maybe I am crazy? Or maybe I lost my mind a long time ago. At least I know I am crazy, For all the good reason's.