Janay Benjamin Poet I do not know?

If Only They Knew

If only they knew all the heartbreak I've been through they wouldn't ask all the 
questions that they do. If only they knew my deepest darkest most secret feelings 
they couldn't judge me the way they used to. If only they knew how I felt inside all 
those peoples ridicule would turn into saddened pitty towards me. If only they 
knew what my actions indicated they'd never blame me for all lost matters. If only 
they knew why I block myself off from the world they'd probably be blocked off 
from it to. If only they knew how much thngs really meant to me they'd stop me 
from harming myself to fulfill my destiny. If only they knew why I stopped my heart 
from believing they'd bring me someone to my trust into. If only they knew why 
love wasn't an option for me they wouldn't tell me I wrong to hate. If they only 
knew the truth to my depression I wouldn't have to suffer all the pain I'm in. If only 
they knew the real girl behind the mask  I wouldn't have to constantly hide my true 
identity.If only they knew how hard it was to live this life they would understand 
why I don't want to live it. If only they knew the scars left from past times they 
could understand my hearts wounded to. If only they knew how threatened it was 
to feel happy they would dare not to ask  me why I'm mad. If only they knew why 
exactly I hated myself they could learn from my mistakes and start to love me. If 
only they knew all lifes little dirty secrets they would always be led to believe mine 
was the cleanest one. If only they knew really how hard life was they'd cut like me 
to stay out of it. If only they knew

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